I was going to write a blog about decisions and who you consider or don’t consider when you making a decision. But as I started writing I could feel my world crumble. This is not what I need to write about. These are just thoughts. Meaningless, just like a bubble that pops after a few seconds. My own feelings starting to surface, something I have been trying to keep under control for some time. I feel like drowning. Drowning in my own busyness and "stuckness" at the same time. I tick jobs off just to add 10 more on the list once one is ticked off. All seemed to have come to a standstill and nothing is moving. I know I need to stop, be in the stillness. Once I do this heavy sadness hits me from deep within. I seem to lose myself within the knowing where I am going. All seems contradictive and as I continue my journey, the money pressure surfaces once again. Money is running faster, much faster out, than it is coming in. Life spins and turns faster than I can get hold of it. My head spins, my world turns and tears welling up in my eyes. I need time to let it surface. But what if I do? Can I control when to stop? Others rely on me. I have to be able to stop it. Or do I? Is it going to bring up what needs to come up? Or maybe I am being melodramatic, feeling sorry for myself? What for? I have all I ever dreamed off and more. Other people’s life seems to keep changing, moving...I know where I am heading....but same issues seem to arise again and again and the time gap in between re-arising issues becomes shorter. Is it all going to crumble? How am I going to emerge on the other side? What do I need to do to dig even deeper? To really look deep inside? To heal what is waiting to be healed? If you have an answer for me I am happy to hear from you! I wrote this as somebody might need to read this or maybe I just needed to tell........
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