People’s unconscious responses and reactions to certain situation’s surprise me on an ongoing level.
I am a fairly matter of fact person. I do things because they need to be done. I deal with situations as they happen. I take things as they are. At the same time I am a dreamer. I do want to make the world a better place and want to offer as much as I can to bring changes along.
And then all of a sudden I come across opinions about this and that and it really throws me. It makes me feel detached and somewhat absurd. Almost as if I live in my own bubble and I suppose I do to a certain degree. But I also believe myself quite assertive and observant. People perceive things I do not give any value to so important. It really is quite amazing.
I suppose stepping into spirituality means the importance of material things, like looks, belongings, etc lose their importance. It happens gradually and I never actually noticed how unimportant it is for me these days to be called fashionable or working in a well known business. I like myself as I am and I like the life I have created for myself. I do not need a wardrobe full of different clothes or a brand new car, a house that is filled with brand new furniture and clutter everywhere. I like to have things for comfort and it is nice to be able to afford what you need.
Only when subjects coming up with others do I notice how much I have changed in that regards. It used to be important to me to be and to be seen as successful. I needed to stand out, be a crowd pleaser. I used to be devastated if I wasn’t seen as part of the successful crew. These days I want my business to be successful, not to be seen as such bt to offer my family financial security. If I am successful in my business it also means I am serving many and help to change the world bit by bit with every healing and treatment.
I love reflecting on my life and seeing what has changed within me. Do you take the time to reflect? And if you are, are you 100% honest with yourself? Sometimes I am shocked, sometimes I am positive surprised. If time has been too long since I last had the chance to reflect back I always notice that I missed a lot of changes within myself and that I have gone through various stages.
One thing I love about my own journey is the change within my temperament. I used to have a really bad temper. Where these days it takes a lot to really upset me or make me angry. Just a wrong look at me used to set me off like a pocket rocket…..I prefer the calm me.
Anyway just a bit of insight into my thoughts today. Have a great week and many blessings to you and as always please feel free to share this blog if you enjoyed reading it.